So I hav another post all ready to go for you guys, & impulse tells me that sometimes “crush life” sharing is the best, and It was about 3-4 months back…
You wake up to the sound of loud vibrating, you turn around, upset and too sick to shush the source, your phone lying there next to you, blinking, announcing a message. ..You find out the noise is coming from your phone. you unlock it, check the message and immediately your heart warms up and you're no longer upset. you feel so happy and slightly sad at the same time, you miss the person so much, the message makes your day and suddenly you dont want to sleep anymore. you glance at your phone's clock, 5:33 am. you realize how early it is, you still dont want to sleep. you cough and sneeze repeatedly and head your way to the bathroom, you wash up and come back to your bedroom, you're very sick yet you don't want to lay down. you put on an over sized sweater, skip coffee for the first time in your life, and get ready to head out...your mother wakes up and surprised to see lights coming from your room, she holds a cup of coffee in her hands, you tell her you woke up and you want to go out for coffee before your 9 am SAT class, she argues with you, "its cold, you're sick and you dont need to attend", you insist on attending for the first time in your life...she gives up ... you spray chanel , you think you smell perfect.
You reach Café Kaldi , you order caramel hot chocolate (again skipping coffee) …. and walk all the way to the Class...it's cold, you shiver, your bones hurt yet you continue walking, the warm hot chocolate between your hands, you take a sip and close your eyes to meditate..something you've been doing for a while now...you reach mindfullness...inhale...exhale...
You finish your hot coco and realize that its time for you to attend the class, you're surprised that it's still 20 mins early for class, you head to it anyway...you attend class, you fall asleep in class, you dream of paris, your best friend wakes you, you leave class feeling even sicker and exhausted, you curse yourself n get back home...you spend your whole day and night in bed, only to be finally wide awake at 3:30 am, hungry and bored and too tired to perform any activity other than your dear old laptop.
But yes therez “this smile” on your face…sth making u feel happy frm inside…OK it was a text from my crush…MY 2 YEARZ CRUSH… not that we were or are in a relation… I hav my own BOY…& I love him…
I am just one of those people who fall in love 10000x times a day if not more :p with different guys (real and fictional) if you're close to me you'd know this thing about me, for example I'm walkin on the street I see someone very attractive & classy …I'm head over heels in love with that person… But yes yes its jst a crush…n its harmless … so anyway I usually get over my crushes after a day, an hour,,,but this once it was different :P, he was perfect! ! and its not just that! hez the sweetest person everrrr… yes you can see the downside to this crush is that its a college crush XD college boys arent suppose to be hot!! and you sure shouldnt have feelings for them ;p *hides in shame* ...his eyes,,, his voice! *cough* …
Hehe…
My friends about him:::
S: He has a girlfriend…
Me: So do I…lol
Another S: IDK y do u find him so charming… I DON’T…
HEHE… :p
Well its alll past now… amazing days of my life… NOT THT HE DIN SHOW HIS INTEREST ON ME… mind it!!!!!! Especially the day in rain...:D
He liked this photo of mine in fb...:::(no big deal but still hehe)
p.s: today the weather's gorgeousssss
I love you all
Muah...
